Today was supposed to be my wedding day.
It was going to be a day about family and friends and celebrating love.
Instead I will be spending the day alone... laying by the pool, walking Samson, watching movies. I'm sad to be alone but at the same time, I don't know what my mood will be like today so it's probably better that way. The last thing I would want would be to bring my mood onto other people.
This is the first time in a long time that I have just felt completely numb to everything. I'm looking forward to getting back this weekend. It's one less hurdle to put this in my past.
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