hobbies

I'm feeling restless right now.  My brain is constantly running.... most of the time on a very ADD wavelength.  Of course, I don't think the cold weather helps.  That or the fact that I'm constantly tired from not sleeping well.

I need a hobby.   And trust me I know how funny that sounds.  My little side company is good, but I'm not doing enough right now.  The only thing with that I can be doing right now is drafting out some ideas for note cards, and I'm not feeling very inspired.

What I would really like to do is get into photography.  I love photography and it would be really fun to learn a new skill.  Of course, this hobby has a financial input; a DSR camera and ideally, a class.

I've been reading a lot of blogs lately about home design and DIY (do it yourself) for decorating.  I have tons of ideas for where ever I end up next.  It makes me really excited to start to move on....

(I just realized that I am randomly skipping around thoughts... welcome to my brain.)  :)

I'm really anxious to make a decision on the house so that I can start making other decisions I need to make.  Maybe then I would feel less restless.

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Had some stressful conversations today about the house.  I have some homework to do to get as much info as I can.  I am pushing to make a decision soon.  It's becoming increasingly stressful to be stuck here right now.  It's like living in limbo... constantly having to face the past.  OUR house, OUR things... I tried to remove as much as possible, especially wedding related, but that only helps to a certain point.  Also, the expense of living here is hard to justify now that I am alone (even though we are still sharing the cost).  AND I have to drive an hour to work and an hour to see my sister and Justin.  Seriously???  I'm starting to feel like a hermit.

I'm ready for baby H to make his/her debut and my mom and dad to visit.  I can't wait to be an aunt and selfishly, I am not good at being "on call". :)

Also, I'm going to happy hour with Melissa and Miranda tomorrow (given the baby doesn't decide to come). I'm really going to enjoy the outing.  It was really nice when Jennifer came over for dinner on Monday so I know this will be fun!!